Money Down The Toilet

As an escort, some would consider me “cheap”.

No not cheap as in a bad thing but as a service, I don’t charge a high rate compared to others in the industry.

$250 an hour and Im all yours…

To some people, $250 for one hours work is A LOT of money. I agree.. It is a lot to spend, especially with no guarantee that you will like me and have a good time (lucky for me, most people like me and DO enjoy an hour or two with me lol)

In Australia, escorts roughly range from $150 an hour to $800 an hour. A small few are even higher. The difference between the $150 lady and the $800 lady can be very noticeable .. But sometimes there is none. Same service, beautiful girl, everything you wanted and needed.. But most have the same end result - a good time was had by all. That itch you needed scratching, taken care of!

Men Don't Cry

Tears. The one thing to me that shows a sign of weakness within myself.

I think its ok for other people to cry. I know it’s a normal emotive action. But if I, ME, if I allow myself to cry, I feel ashamed.

There are times when I believe it is ok for me to cry. When I cry happy tears, that’s ok. To have so much joy inside me that i need to cry, I totally get that and I do that. Seeing my brother get married, my little boy all grown up, starting a new life with his beloved, that was a beautiful moment, a proud moment. I cried for joy!

Funerals. To get thru a loss sometimes tears are all you have. I have cried over my loved ones that have passed, cried til there was nothing left in me. Cried over the great injustice that life is many times, such a cruel twist, taking our loved ones right before our very eyes..

When Will I See You Again?

Another one from SDU I did :)

I wanted to be all sexy and seducing when you arrived. I wanted to bat my eyelids, give you the look that said ‘take me now’, to have your undivided attention from the moment you walked into the room. But as always, it didn’t happen that way. Nerves and shyness get the better of me. More than that, im scared of how you will react. Will you laugh at me? Will I look like a dickhead? Will I trip over? I just don’t think I can pull being a seductress off well at all.

My Eyes Are Closed

I first posted this in a forum I'm a member of.. I love reading over it.. makes me smile.. so i thought i would share

When I first became a sex worker, I was 21. A RnT (rub n tug - nudey massage) girl actually lol. I was nervous. I had no idea if I really REALLY could go thru with it. My first booking, I didn’t do an intro. The receptionist had let the house regs know that a fresh new Working Lady was starting and I already had a booking!

He was an older gentleman. He had a friendly face. My nerves were making my body tremble. He took my hand and walked me into the room.
What happened from that point on, changed the way I enjoyed sex and touch and smell..

Forever.

What Kind Of Undies Are You?

I once did one of those bullshit quizzes in some girlie magazine “what kind of undies are you?” After answering their stupid ass questions, they decided that I was a g-string. Yay me!

I am sooooooo not a g-string. Apart from being great to hide panty lines under tight clothes, g-strings for me, do nothing but irritate my ass, to the point I constantly feel like I have a wedgie. Im more of a boy-leg undies kind of gal. Or no undies at all.. Im startin to like that feeling. Never went undie-less much before but recently.. Its kind of liberating lol.

Is it just me or does everyone have different kinds of undies for different days/times of the month etc??

One last thing....

I had to post again, as i was worried people might be thinking something negative..

When i use the terms "whore" and "slut" and "skank", im not meaning it in a derogatory way.. i was a slut, a proud slut lol.. now i am a whore, a proud whore! To me they are just names, descriptions of the lifestyles , the words themselves hold no negativity for me and thats why i use them so freely! It is what it is...

But in saying all that... if you were to call me a "filthy fucking slut" or a "filthy fucking whore".. well lets just say, someone is guna get hurt LOL

Are Whores Just Really Smart Sluts?

When I go out to a club, I see all these young girls 18-25, dressed in their hoochie mama outfits, shaking their barely covered asses on the dance floor and I smile. They look like whores. Like prostitutes. The clothes they wear clubbin, I wear when im working. I wouldn’t dare dream of wearing that kind of thing out in public…..well not anymore anyways LOL

When I was 16-23, yeah I wore the skanky clothes too. I was on the prowl, looking for a man.. Any man to be honest.. I was a slut. I didn’t even care if I had their name or not, I just loved sex, loved the attention and would do whatever it took to get it.

Then I found the sex industry. Wow. I could be myself and get paid? Are you fucking kidding me? This is brilliant!