This Is What You Are Fucking With In The Long Run

You know what grinds my gears? People who bullshit.. tell me what i want to hear to butter me up and then take it back when it suits them.

It can be so cruel, so deceitful.. so heart breaking :(

One of the things thats closest to my heart right now, is my Fiji Mission. I think about it on a daily basis.. and by thinking about, i mean i sit and conjure up ways i could rob a bank, steal someones identity and take out a million dollar loan, find a tree that grows money.. you get the drift....and anyone who knows me or read the blog i did about my Mission, knows that its something that is pretty important to me!

And other people that know me VERY well, know, dont fuck with something that i love, cos it will end up messy.

People are fucking with my head!

iBut I iDont iWant an iPhone!

Yep thats right.. id said those words many times..

"I dont want an iphone"
"I dont want to have anything "i" in my house"
"iphones, ipads, ipods, blah, im not interested"

Until that is... until the day i bought an iphone

Yes GASP IN HORROR! I bought an iphone!

I love it.. i want to kiss it.. i like to run my fingers all over it.. i want to touch it... sleep with it.. i want it to be with me at all times!

PEP WTF?

Say you meet a guy/girl while drunk at a bar and you shag in the toilets with no condom on.. or if you share a needle with someone else while taking drugs.. or if you were walking down the street and a syringe was on the ground, you walk on it and get pricked... or you are a nurse and at a hospital you are exposed to blood some how... or say if you were raped god forbid.. if you feel for any reason you may have been in contact with HIV there is something you can do to prevent HIV infection from happening... PEP

Due to my current on going mission to get my ass over to Fiji to set up and camp and (hopefully) make a difference to a few peoples lives, the subject of HIV and sexual health is more than ever something that is on my mind and a subject i find myself wanting to know more about. In a kind weird way, id love to go on rampages of "safe sex" speeches and advertisements and spreading the word!!!.. but that gains nothing but people getting the shits and not wanting to talk to you.. so ive decided not to do that...

BUT...

Poo! Whats that Fishy Smell?

This is a little post i wrote for an adult industry forum. Thought my readers might want to have a read.. could be helpful :)

Just in case you dont know...

WL = Working Lady

Poo! Whats That Fishy Smell??

You're going down on a girl, all is good, she mounts you, you fuck like a champ and then.. what the fuck is that smell? Ewww you smell fish. NOT HOT... but, not dangerous to you thank god!

Necessary Evil

Every day I hear at least one complaint about condoms. Some times its me complaining, sometimes its my client. Im sure this will never stop happening until a better solution is found to protect us all against the nasty Sexually Transmitted Infections that are around…

A necessary evil in the daily life of a sex worker…

And I also believe it it should be the same for anyone having sex in 2011. Its just not as safe as it all once was :( Sex has become a risky activity for all! Its fricken unfair!!!!

So condoms… we need them.. I need them….the world needs them… but I fuckin hate them!!

Laid And Paid

I wonder how many people have paid for sex either knowingly or not….

Do you think the percentage is high?

As a hooker I know A LOT of people who have paid for sex lol. And I know a few guys who have paid for it without knowing… hell even I have paid for sex without realising!

Would I do it again? Probably…. Lol

I was manager of a club, a fast paced city venue, I loved my job and I met so many wonderful people that slowly became regulars… I had crushes on some of the younger lads… probably more so because I could tell they liked me and so I played up to them a lot. Its good for ones ego once you hit your late 20’s for 20/21 yr olds to still find you hot lol.

Just a bitch and Moan

Yep thats right this blog is a bitch and moan session.. cos i need to vent and im sure all my mates are sick of hearing about my dramas this week..

Normally i would say i generally have good luck.. karma and i are usually friends.. good friends in fact. I do alot of good and karma brings it back to me.. but this week.. this week.. omg i want to rip every single hair off my hair one by one, i want to peel each layer of nail off my fingers slowly, i want to open up my veins and slice them into millions of pieces.. no no, i dont want to kill myself i just want to inflict alot of pain cos well im thinking that right now thats the only thing that can take my mind off all the drama.. sex is usually what i do to distract myself.. im having sex alot here in Griffith where i am currently away working at but its just not cutting it GRRRRRRR